Again I break my own heart by thinking this time will be different. He is just like others. He does not want responsibilities..not even dating. I knew it from the start yet decided to go through with it. Now again I am left alone. In my mind and heart I don't feel ok. I cried today just thinking what a mess I keep getting myself into. I will never be in love if I go on like this. If I keep running from the good ones into the arms of the bad. I should check my intentions, my aspirations and my hopes. It no longer matters what my heart feels because it always beats for the wrong one. Each time I should check my pulse for irregular heartbeats. Not everytime someone will rescue me. I am just so fed up. I am going to change.. a much needed one. I will seek those who seek me. I will want those who want me. I will think of them..feel for them. May be its not too late.
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