To work .....

I am in a new job that I can't swollow. I mean its like a test from God to my ability to endure. Me and that work do not match. They do not like me and I do not like them. I don't know it looks like I am not staying. I am never happy at any job, and I wonder why! I think its me! I should change my outlook at the job at hand. I should stop complaining and start living. It seems I will never have the job I had at Emirates again. I am afraid I will never find ajob that I like. I am afraid I will never find my true calling. I want to be fullfilled and satisfied. I know its hard these days with everybody being de-motivated and all. But, I have to get my act together.