me and the mythical character Love

I have been chasing love my whole life to no avail. So I decided I will let it chase me instead. Once I had feelings overflowing from me to almost every body I meet, and most of them did not deserve it. I mean love in general not just that one between man and woman. I never had a boyfriend because i was never really in love, and love to me is sacred. Most of the guys whom I like are younger, I always wonder why! I always thought that love is a playground and I need somebody to play with me. But I discovered its a battlefield that I can't win because I am too innocent.